i work about 35 hours a week and then spend most of my time in seclusion from society to do my college homework, lab, reading materials or study. for this matter, i keep deny my friends' request multiple times(feel bad for it) to go hang out like going to a club/drink, going out to eat, playing some games... And sadly, im losing my friends faster than i can make new ones.

well as most other major, students can actually enjoy their social life with their peers without any pressure unlike engineer student while i back here hanging out with some book and hope i dont do bad on next exam. I keep telling myself it will be better in long run but as for now, with the work load and college mixing together, my grades took a toll down to low sub 3.0. every single day i am sad and lonely most of time whereas other major students are happy and cheerful. sometime i just want to throw all books and homework out of the window and says F this!

Engineer major is not so fun as they said.